Posted by Melissa Maimann on Aug 28, 2010 in
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I live for the day that we have these headlines here in Australia!
The number of women who give birth to their children at home in Wales has more than doubled in less than a decade …
Since 2002 … they have risen from 604 to approximately 1,395 last year.
There has also been a rise in women giving birth in midwife-led units.
… the assembly government has encouraged healthy women with low-risk pregnancies to have their babies out of hospitals.
In 2002, maternity services in Wales were asked to reach a 10% home birth rate by 2007, making it the only nation in the UK to have a target.
Midwives say that while it was a very ambitious aim and many areas have not managed to reach it, it has helped transform the choice in maternity services.
On average, 4% of births in Wales last year were at home, which is higher than the UK average of 3%.
Laura Williams gave birth to her daughter Megan at home in Porthcawl, Bridgend county, on 5 November, 2009.
… “I wanted to be in a more comfortable environment – I liked the fact that with a home birth I could use my own shower and sit on my own sofa.
“As it was, I had a fantastic birth at home. I borrowed a friend’s pool and was really relaxed. The midwife even cleared everything up afterwards – I saw no mess.
… “I also think the fact I was at home and relaxed helped my recovery from the birth – the next day I was up and about and even popped to the shops.”
… “Midwives are continuing to work towards it because many see the benefits home births bring.
“They are cost effective in that women don’t need to stay in hospitals.
“And for the mother, there is less risk of medical intervention, the birth is well planned, she is in a relaxed environment and often doesn’t have to leave other children.”
… Rather than staffing a large obstetric unit at a hospital, which midwives have to do in more populated areas, they can “focus on staffing women’s needs”, she said.
… The issue of home births has been in the headlines recently after medical journal The Lancet said mothers-to-be should not be able to opt for them if they put their babies at risk. Under UK law women can override medical advice.
It came after research published in the American Journal of Obstetrics and Gynaecology suggested home births were more risky than hospital delivery.
But the Royal College of Midwives said the research was “flawed”, and the assembly government insisted that only women with low-risk pregnancies were encouraged to have their children at home.
The chief nursing officer for Wales, Rosemary Kennedy, said: “It is for midwives and other health professionals to explain to pregnant women the birthing options available to them, and decide on the most appropriate option after considering their medical history and preferences.”…
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Tags: Babies, birth, Birth choices, Home birth, midwife, Midwifery, Midwifery services, women's rights
Posted by Melissa Maimann on Aug 23, 2010 in
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Hospital-based homebirth services are sometimes criticised for being too restrictive in terms of inclusion / exclusion criteria. Women considered unsuitable for hospital-based homebirth programs include women with high blood pressure, gestational diabetes, previous caesarean section, previous shoulder dystocia, previous postpartum haemorrhage, over 42 weeks, under 37 weeks, baby thought to be too big or too small, prolonged rupture of membranes and so on. Although these programs are considered to be too restrictive, “risking out” most women, I often remind myself that these policies are no more restrictive than the policies of countries such as the Netherlands, and as we know, the Netherlands has a 30% homebirth rate.
We’re at the cusp of a very exciting time in maternity services. For the very first time, midwives will be given medicare provider numbers and women will be able to claim medicare benefits for midwifery care. This opens up the option of homebirth to women by increasing their access to midwifery care. However, for whatever reason, homebirth is still seen by some as being something that only “hippy”, “alternative” or “crazy” people would do. My experience is that the women who birth at home are generally tertiary educated, in their mid- to late 30s, professionally employed (or business-owners) and defintely not crazy! I am a very strong advocate of homebirth and although I provide a private homebirth service, I support hospital-based services because they promote choices for women and provide a sense of legitimacy and acceptability of homebirth. Hopefully more women will a) know they they have an option to birth at home and b) take up that option. Homebirth truly is a most beautiful and amazing way to birth a baby.
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GIVING birth at home was a relaxing experience Sarah Quinn says.
The Hallam mother was the second to take part in Casey Hospital’s new home-birth pilot program …
The Southern Health 12-month initiative provides 50 mothers with free midwife-led pregnancy, home-birth and antenatal care in the hope its success will make it available through the public system.
Ms Quinn, 21, who gave birth to her second child Tennille at home on July 8, said the experience was much better than her first child’s hospital birth.
“I felt much calmer and completely in control of my own body,” Ms Quinn said.
“I was surrounded by people I love, including my other daughter. It was a wonderful experience.”
Professor Euan Wallace from Casey Hospital said many pregnant women considered “low-risk” preferred home births because it provided a more positive transition to motherhood.
“Many women feel that labouring and birthing in their own home gives them a stronger sense of control,” Prof Wallace said.
He said studies had found home-birth was as safe in low-risk women as giving birth in a hospital but provided more satisfaction …
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Tags: Birth choices, Home birth
Posted by Melissa Maimann on Aug 20, 2010 in
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Home, as we all know, is where the heart is. It’s where we eat, sleep and raise our families.
Home is the perfect environment for many things, but there’s one thing it’s definitely not right for – and that’s giving birth. For that, there are things called ‘hospitals’ and they are full of lovely people called ‘doctors’.
This week there has been a brouhaha, caused by an article written by Cathy Warwick, the general secretary of the Royal College of Midwives. She … is enraged by a report … [that] indicates that home deliveries can double, or even treble, the risk of a baby dying during childbirth.
Now I don’t know about you, but even the teeniest increase in the risk of death to my unborn child, or to myself, would be more than enough to get me into my car and down the local maternity hospital the second labour started.
We’re talking about the life of two people here – and, by association, the lives of everyone they know – and I value that ever so slightly above the need for comforting personal effects and my favourite CD on the stereo.
And to me, anyone who doesn’t is being not only very foolhardy, but also incredibly selfish. As well as having written three books on parenting, I have given birth three times, and never considered having my baby on the Ikea rug in my living room, even though as a young, healthy, fit woman – I had my first child at 23, and the other two at 25 and 28 – I was in a very low risk category and could easily have opted for a home birth.
But thank goodness I didn’t, because two of my ‘low risk’ labours ended up being more complicated than anyone had predicted. It was lucky I was in a hospital with immediate medical care available, or my babies could have been in real trouble.
‘Where motherhood is concerned, exercising our “right” to have things exactly the way we want is potentially damaging’
The reason for this is very simple: childbirth is not an exact science. It’s not predictable or controllable.
It is a natural, biological process, and like many biological processes, it can outsmart even the best human planner.
… becoming a parent should be the most selfless thing we ever do … It’s the moment we grow as people by giving part of our lives to someone else; the moment we put our child’s needs and wants before our own.
And it’s for that reason that so many women choose to birth at home, where they believe their child will be safer than in a clinical and impersonal hospital setting where they, and their babies, will be handled by strangers.
Not always, of course – it’s vital for mothers to maintain a sense of self, to keep meeting their needs and to teach their children that they are not the most important things in the universe.
I wish more overindulging parents would try this. But where childbirth is concerned, I firmly believe we need to put our self-centred wishes aside, and be in the safest possible place just in case things go unexpectedly wrong.
The best available research supports homebirth as the safer option for low risk women who are attended by a midwife. The study quoted was not the best available research: it was a meta analysis of studies: some good, some bad. the largest study on homebirth supports the safety of it for healthy women, attended by a midwife.
And the word ‘unexpectedly’ is key. All pregnant women are encouraged by their midwife to make a birth plan. Ha! I can tell you now that my first birth plan certainly didn’t include being in labour for 37 hours and having my daughter sucked out by ventouse delivery.
Neither did I plan for my son’s heart rate to slow down to almost zero for long enough that the midwife made an emergency call and got the consultant to run to the delivery room to burst my waters to relieve the pressure around the baby. No, I did not.
Birth plans are not about planning every aspec of a birth; they represent a woman’s intentions for birth, all being well.
Childbirth is unpredictable and therefore inherently risky. We are told it’s a woman’s right to choose where to give birth, and in a way it is. But this isn’t like choosing where to have a facial – it’s deciding where you think your baby, and you, will have the best chance of surviving if things go wrong.
Hmm. What about choosing the best place for birthing, all being well, and moving to an appropriate place if all is not well? Most of the things that go wrong in a labour go wrong with plenty of warning. We don’t all live in a hospital despite the fact that life is risky.
And that ‘if’ is very important . Think about it. The language used in this debate is highly emotive and significant.
Those in favour of home birth speak of it as being a ‘ positive’ choice. Of the journey into hospital being ‘unpleasant’. Of hospitals being ‘uncomfortable’ …
Now, I dislike strip lighting, the clinical smell and not being able to drink a cup of tea out of my favourite mug as much as the next woman trying to get a human out of her body.
But these discomforts seem shamefully insignificant compared with the importance of having a safe, healthy delivery – even if the risk is tiny.
… And I only have to look to all the doctors I know who have chosen to give birth in hospital to know it’s the safest place to be. The other selfish aspect of a home birth is that it requires a fully-trained midwife to leave the hospital and give one woman her undivided attention for the duration of her labour, which can be 24 hours or even much longer.
That’s assuming it’s a hospital-employed, which often it’s not. Often, a woman engages a private midwife to provide her care from pregnancy right through to 6 weeks after the baby is born. And doesn’t every woman deserve one-to-one midwifery care in labour? It’s safest for mother and baby, afterall. And isn’t that the author’s concern?
Websites supporting home births, including the National Childbirth Trust, strongly encourage women to ‘stand your ground’ if a local authority declines a request for a home birth.
There is no mention of all the other women in hospital who might need the midwife’s care during that time. Thought is given only to the right of the woman to choose to give birth wherever she likes.
Thankfully, in the UK, women do have the right to birth at home. This right actually increases safery because no woman has to freebirth owing to the inability to find a midwife to support her homebirth. It’s a mature approach that respects a woman’s right to determine what happens to her body.
How far should we take these rights? Personally, I would much prefer to have all my dental treatment at home, because I think it would be more relaxing and make the procedure less stressful and there wouldn’t be that dentist smell – should I be provided with a dentist who will come to my home and give me a filling? No, I should not.
What if being relaxed and feeling “at home” contributed to a safer outcome for the baby?
It is also, obviously, the case that many home births go perfectly well and many hospital births don’t. It’s not an exact science. What we need is the best of both worlds – for hospitals to provide far better care for women in labour, so that we have the best medical care available immediately, and a comforting environment.
And hospitals (and hospital policies) that are more accepting of homebirth woman and homebirth midwives, hospitals that will “allow” women to give birth to their babies how they see fit: breech waterbirth, VBAC without continuous monitoring, twins without an epidural and so on. When hospital policies are more encouraging, more women will feel comfortable to birth there. How often does a hospital say to a woman, “What would you like to do?” rather than, “we’ll allow you to …”?
For me, the potential benefits of delivering in my kitchen don’t remotely outweigh the risks. I am thankful every day for the care that was on hand within minutes when my babies needed it.
Most women don’t birth in their kitchens. Bedrooms, loungerooms, bathrooms, but not usually a kitchen. Somehow it doesn’t have that cozy feel to it.
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Tags: Birth choices, Home birth, hospital birth
Posted by Melissa Maimann on Aug 10, 2010 in
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Last week, midwives and clients of Andaluz Waterbirth Center in Portland announced plans to file a federal lawsuit to “cease intimidation and threats against midwives” by the Oregon Health Licensing Agency and Oregon Health & Science University.
Midwives say doctors and nurses at OHSU have filed baseless complaints to the licensing agency meant to thwart competition … The threatened lawsuit spurred a passionate online debate among supporters and critics of home birth.
Conflicts between midwives and doctors run deep. One of the biggest problems: Many physicians deal with midwives only when a laboring mother experiences difficulties during a home birth and requires transport to a hospital, sometime urgently.
“It’s an extremely tension-fraught encounter,” according to Melissa Cheyney, an Oregon State University assistant professor and practicing midwife who studied the interactions of midwives and doctors in Jackson County last year. Nearly every physician interviewed by Cheyney and her graduate student expressed the view that births must take place in a hospital to be “safe.”
Studies including higher-risk pregnancies have found that fetal deaths are more likely in home births. But in low-risk pregnancies, most research shows no significant difference in risk to the baby, while home-birth mothers experience fewer complications. In a study in British Columbia last year, women giving birth at home suffered fewer than half as many serious perineal tears, and about a third less postpartum bleeding.
By choosing a hospital birth, women substantially increase the risk of having a surgical delivery. More than 29 percent of hospital births in Oregon resulted in a cesarean during the years 2006-2008. Less than 4 percent of home births ended with a cesarean in a 2005 study of 5,400 births attended by midwives in the U.S. and Canada.
Women who choose home birth often cite the desire to keep birth free of medical intervention. Heather Hermans … transferred to the care of a midwife because she wanted to try a vaginal delivery rather than schedule a cesarean section, as her obstetrician-gynecologist recommended.
“My ob-gyn didn’t remember me from appointment to appointment,” Hermans said. “I was treated like pregnant cow No. 45.”
Many women will choose midwifery care to receive personalised care where they can develop a relationship with the midwife who will attend their birth.
Hermans experienced complications during labor and took an ambulance to OHSU, where a surgeon delivered her healthy baby boy by emergency C-section. The surgeon filed a complaint about Hermans’ midwife to the state … Roy Haber, an attorney hired by the midwives, said the Oregon Health Licensing Agency withdrew all six investigations after he challenged them.
Conflicts aren’t inevitable. Cheyney is working with midwives in Lane County and a Eugene obstetrician, Dr. Paul Qualtere-Burcher, on guidelines for smoother, more collaborative relations. Qualtere-Burcher and his colleagues have agreed to help midwives get access to laboratory testing and ultrasound screening for their clients. Midwives are referring higher-risk home birth clients to the physicians for assessment and another perspective.
“We’d like them to come in and see us before it becomes a big issue during labor,” Qualtere-Burcher said. “I think it’s been very successful.”
Home birth by the numbers
Planned home births in Oregon last year: 877 out of 47,675 total births, or 1.8 percent.
Risk of baby dying in a midiwife-attended home birth: 1.7 percent versus 0.6 percent in hospitals, based on a 2009 British study including women with breech births, twins, or attempting a vaginal birth after a previous cesarean (VBAC).
I’d be interested to see what these stats are when high risk homebirths are removed from the data set, or to analyse the risk of each “risk factor” in isolation to determine the riskier “high risk” situations, for example, is HBAC less risky than twin homebirth?
Risk of baby dying in a midwife-attended home birth when comparing only low-risk mothers: 0.5 percent versus 0.3 percent in hospitals.
Chances of giving birth without medical intervention: 78 percent with a home-birth midwife versus 54 percent in hospitals, according to the 2009 British study.
A women’s chances of having cesarean section when giving birth in an Oregon hospital, 2006-2008: 29 percent.
Fetal deaths in births attended by licensed midwives in Oregon, 2001-2007: 4 in 2,906 births, about 0.1 percent.
Fetal deaths in births attended by physicians in Oregon, 2001-2007: 1,455 in 274,278 births, about 0.5 percent.
This would account for the fact that midwives mostly manage uncomplicated pregnancies and births, while doctors are referred higher risk women and babies.
Number of home birth midwives who are licensed in Oregon: 64, up from 54 in 2008.
Complaints lodged against licensed midwives, 1999-2007: 40.
Disciplinary actions imposed by the Board of Direct Entry Midwifery, 2000-2004: 12
Midwife guide
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Direct Entry Midwife – A general term for practitioners who train directly into midwifery without a nursing or medical background, and attend births outside of hospitals. Oregon law allows direct entry midwives to practice with no licensure.
Certified Professional Midwife — Direct entry midwives certified by the North American Registry of Midwives, which requires written and practical examinations and practical experience attending 40 births.
Licensed Direct Entry Midwife — Direct entry midwives who obtain a license in Oregon are authorized to use some prescription drugs and medical devices. They must pass a national examination, demonstrate experience in attending births, and complete continuing education every three years. They are licensed by the Oregon Board Direct Entry Midwifery and subject to disciplinary actions if they violate professional standards.
Certified Nurse Midwife – Registered nurses who go on to complete an accredited nurse-midwifery program. Oregon requires certified nurse midwives to obtain a Masters degree. CNMs are the only midwives that practice in hospitals. They are licensed by the Oregon State Board of Nursing.
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Tags: birth, Birth choices, Caesarean, Complicated pregnancy or birth, continuity of care, hospital birth, midwife, Midwifery, Midwifery services, Obstetrics, Public and private hospitals, VBAC
Posted by Melissa Maimann on Aug 9, 2010 in
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The increased demand to give birth outside hospital has increased the rate of home delivery. In the Netherlands, a third of women now have home births. In the UK, 3% of total births occur at home, while in the USA home delivery accounts for 1% of births or 25 000 deliveries per year.
In Australia, 0.6% babies are born at home. This rate has increased in past years.
Home birth rates have been increasing in the USA partly because of the increasing proportion of births by caesarean delivery … because doctors and hospitals opt not to do a vaginal birth after a caesarean to avoid liability lawsuits …
Although home birth seems to be safe for low-risk mothers and, when compared with hospital delivery, is associated with a shorter recovery time and fewer lacerations, post-partum haemorrhages, retained placentae and infections, the evidence is contradictory for outcomes of newborn babies delivered at home … The problem arises when planned home births become hospital births when complications arise, and this can then lead to an underestimation of the risk and overestimation of the benefit of home births. Data from the Netherlands, for example, suggest that up to 40% of nulliparous women who start labour at home are transferred to the hospital. Most studies also rely on different midwifery models for home delivery, which are not generalisable.
Professional organisations … have issued contradictory policy statements regarding home deliveries. The Department of Health of South Australia has a detailed policy for home birth among women with low-risk, singleton term pregnancies, while the UK’s Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists and the Royal College of Midwives jointly support home birth in women with uncomplicated pregnancies. By contrast, ACOG does not support home birth, citing safety concerns and the lack of rigorous scientific evidence. Choosing to deliver a baby at home, states ACOG, is to show preference for the process of giving birth over the goal of having a healthy baby.
A recent meta-analysis … provides the strongest evidence so far that home birth can, after all, be harmful to newborn babies. The research incorporated 12 studies and 500 000 births from several industrialised nations … The data show that planned home births to healthy and low-risk mothers compared with planned hospital births in the same group of women doubled the risk of neonatal deaths (0·2% vs 0·09%). And when infants with congenital defects were excluded, the risk of neonatal mortality tripled. The main attributable factors for the increase in mortality were the occurrence of breathing difficulties and failed attempts at resuscitation—two factors associated with poor midwife training and a lack of access to hospital equipment. In the USA, for example, only a third of home births are accompanied by a certified midwife.
Analysing the outcomes of these studies, what we can learn from this meta-analysis is that homebirth is safe for low risk, healthy women, whereas high risk homebirth translates to mroe complications for mothers and babies.
Women have the right to choose how and where to give birth, but they do not have the right to put their baby at risk. There are competing interests that need to be weighed carefully. Hospital delivery should be the preferred method of delivery for high-risk pregnancies … Home delivery is an option for mothers with uncomplicated pregnancies, provided they are advised of the risks involved, have one-to-one midwife care (that includes good resuscitation skills and accreditation by a local regulatory body), and live in a location that allows quick access to obstetric care.
The situation in Australia is that fetuses do not have any rights until they’re born and breathing, therefore, the woman’s preferences are supported in pregnancy. An ethical stance would hold that the duty of care to the fetus increases as it reaches term.
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Tags: Babies, birth, Birth choices, continuity of care, Home birth, hospital birth, Public and private hospitals
Posted by Melissa Maimann on Aug 3, 2010 in
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The Royal College of Midwives has rejected claims that women who opt for a home birth put their baby at risk.
According to a report in medical journal The Lancet, the risk of infant death can be up to three times higher in home births.
But midwives have hit back, saying the practice is generally very safe, and that childbirth is “not an illness”.
Cathy Warwick, general secretary of the RCM, claimed the Lancet article was “incomplete and flawed”.
The report was based on a study carried out in the US, … Europe and Australia.
Led by Dr Joseph Wax … the study found that for healthy women, giving birth at home instead of in hospital doubled the chances of the baby dying.
When infants with congenital defects were excluded from the study, the death rate tripled.
In the UK, 3 per cent of births take place at home – three times more than in the US but far fewer than in the Netherlands, where home births make up a third of the total.
The Lancet editorial said the US study, published in the American Journal of Obstetrics & Gynaecology, provided “the strongest evidence so far that home birth can … be harmful to newborn babies”.
Ms Warwick said: “We are deeply disappointed and dismayed that The Lancet has published an editorial indicating that women would choose to harm their baby in favour of their own needs by choosing a home birth.
“The editorial also cites research that is incomplete and methodologically flawed. There is no evidence to suggest that hospital births are safer than home births.”
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Tags: Home birth
Posted by Melissa Maimann on Jul 16, 2010 in
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I am 13 weeks and have thought about home birth with a midwife. When should I start the process, and how should I go about it?
This is a commonly-asked question. Many women will ask me when they ought to “book in”: as soon as they find out they’re pregnant? At 12 weeks? Just before they’re due to give birth? They are also interested to know what’s involved in booking a midwife for a homebirth.
I encourage women to make contact with me as soon as they know they’re pregnant so that preparations can begin. The relationship between the woman and midwife is central to the care that is provided, and for this relationship to build, time is needed. That’s not to say a great relationship can’t be established in a couple of weeks, but generally relationships develop of time. Hence pregnancy lasts for 9 months.
Many women will commence their pregnancy care with one care provider and then want to change to private midwifery care or homebirth later on in the piece. This is usually not a problem and will simply require the transfer of your records and test and ultrasound reports. The only issue with transferring late in pregnancy is that I may have already committed to other clients and may therefore be unavailable to new clients. Hence it’s best to make contact as soon as you decide to engage a midwife.
Once I am contacted by a woman, we will speak on the phone and arrange either a free first meeting or an initial consultation. An initial consultation is always attended prior to booking, so many women will skip straight to the initial consultation. Once this has been attended and you have decided you would like to proceed with a booking, a booking fee is taken which secures my services. From then on, we schedule a booking visit where we go through – in detail – your health, medical and surgical history, you’ll be provided with an information pack and a list of books that may be borrowed, we commence all the paperwork for pregnancy and birth care and information will be provided that is specific to your situation. Ongoing care is then scheduled.
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Tags: Birth choices, Home birth
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That I am pregnant again is an act of either incredible optimism or mind-blowing amnesia. As the sonogram technician squirts jelly over my abdomen for my 20-week checkup, I think it’s the latter. Watching this baby, who the tech tells me is a boy, I am not caught up in visions of his future; I’m caught up in visions of mine. All of a sudden, I know with a certainty I haven’t allowed myself to confront before: Somehow, I am going to have to deliver this baby.
Obviously, you say. But my first birth was traumatic, and although my son and I emerged fine, I lost a year seeking treatment for post-traumatic stress disorder and all the depression, fear and anger it brings. I imitated mothers who seemed normal to me, cooing and tickling my son. In truth, I was a zombie, obsessing about how I had ever let what happened happen.
What happened is this: In my 39th week, I am induced because of high blood pressure. At the hospital, I am given Pitocin, a synthetic form of the labor-inducing hormone oxytocin, and Cervidil, a vaginal insert used to dilate the cervix. Within two hours, my contractions are one minute apart. I had lasted as long as I could without an epidural because I had read that they sometimes slow dilation. That’s the last thing I need: I’m at a pathetic 2 centimeters. My doctor comes up with a solution for the pain: a syringe full of a narcotic called Stadol.
“I have a history of anxiety,” I tell the nurse who has brought in the syringe, as I always warn any medical professional who wants to give me drugs. “Is this drug OK for me?” “It sure is,” she says.
It is not. Within 10 seconds, I begin hallucinating. For five hours, I hallucinate that I’m on a swing that’s soaring too high, that houses are flying at my face. My husband has fallen asleep on the cot next to me, and I’m convinced that if awakened, he will turn into a monster — literally. I’m aware this notion is irrational, that these images are hallucinations. But they are terrifying. I buzz the nurse. “Sometimes that happens,” she says …
By noon the next day, 24 hours after I had arrived, I am only 3 centimeters dilated. The new nurse, a nice lady, tells me the induction isn’t working. “Your blood pressure isn’t even high anymore,” she says. “Tell the doctor you want to go home.”
When my OB comes in, I say, “I’d like to stop this induction, if that’s possible. I’m worn out. I hallucinated all night … I just don’t think this is working out.”
“OK,” he says. “Let me examine you. If you’re still not dilating, we’ll talk about going home.”
My previous dilation exams had been quick and painless, if not entirely pleasant. This one takes a long time. Suddenly, it hurts. “What are you doing?” I scream. “Why does it hurt?”
No answer.
“He’s not examining me,” I scream at my husband. “He’s doing something!” My husband grips my hand, frozen, unsure.
I scream to the nurse, the nice one who had suggested I go home. “What is he doing?” She doesn’t answer me, either. I writhe under the doctor’s grasp. The pain is excruciating.
The first sound I hear is the doctor’s directive to the nurse, in a low voice: “Get me the hook.”
I know the hook is for breaking my water, to speed my delivery by force. I scream, “Get off of me!” He looks up at me, as if annoyed that the specimen is talking. I imagine him thinking of the cadavers he worked on in medical school, how they didn’t scream, how they let him do whatever he wanted.
“You’re not going anywhere,” he says. He breaks my water and leaves. The nurse never looks me in the eye again.
Eleven more futile hours of labor later, I am exhausted and terrified when the doctor comes in and claps his hands together. “Time for a C-section,” he says. I consider not signing the consent form, ripping off these tubes and monitors, and running. But the epidural I’d finally gotten won’t allow me to stand up.
It’s nearly midnight when I hear a cry. My first emotion is surprise; I had almost forgotten I was there to have a baby.
I was desperate to find someone who could tell me what had happened to me was normal. To say, “You hallucinated? Oh, me, too.” Or “My doctor broke my water when I wasn’t looking. Isn’t that the worst?” Nothing …
Now, I’d never loved my doctor … I’d found him patronizing — “Normal!” he’d shout at me, when I asked a question — I thought his assuredness might be a good antidote to my anxiousness. It seemed to work, until it didn’t.
… I also didn’t have a birth plan … Sure, I had a plan for the birth: Have a baby using whatever breathing method I’d learned in the hospital’s birth-preparedness class, maybe get an epidural. But I didn’t have the piece of paper that so many of my friends have brought to the hospital with them … in my opinion, the very act of creating such a contract was to ignore what labor is: something unpredictable that you are in no way qualified to dictate.
… people who hear my story ask … Did I consider a home birth? A midwife instead of an obstetrician? … The answer is no. I am not holistically minded. My philosophy was simple: Everyone I know has been born. It can’t be that complicated.
The women who ask me about my preparations for my first son’s birth — who imply with these questions that I could have prevented what happened to me if I’d been more diligent — are part of an informal movement of women who are trying to “take back” their birth — take it back from the hospital, the insurers and anyone else who thinks he can call the shots.
But hospitals aren’t so interested in giving women back their birth … stipulations dealing with labor and delivery (“I want only one medical professional in the room at a time”) garner barely a glance. University OB/GYN in Provo, Utah, even has a sign that reads, “…we will not participate in: a ‘Birth Contract’, a Doulah [sic] Assisted, or a Bradley Method delivery. For those patients who are interested in such methods, please notify the nurse so we may arrange transfer of your care.”
… This question of whether I could have prevented my trauma has lingered in my mind since that day; now that I am pregnant again, it has become deafening. I have a chance to do it all over. Would I benefit from thinking more holistically? Should I bother taking back my birth?
During my pregnancies, friends gave me two books; their spines are still barely cracked. The first is called “Ina May’s Guide to Childbirth.” … The other book is “Your Best Birth” by Ricki Lake and Abby Epstein; it’s an offshoot of their 2008 documentary, “The Business of Being Born.” Their urgent message is that women who want to deliver vaginally can do so if no one intervenes. Instead, doctors and hospitals are doing all they can to “help” the laboring woman along … and failing. Inductions like mine, epidurals given early in labor, continuous fetal-heart monitoring — all of them have been associated with a higher risk for cesarean section. The result is an epidemic — 32 percent of U.S. births were C-sections at last count, the highest rate in our history. Individual surgeries may be medically necessary, but as a matter of public health, the best outcomes for mothers and babies come with a rate of no more than 15 percent, according to the World Health Organization.
Sam … was five months pregnant when watching “The Business of Being Born” convinced her that hospitals could be dangerous and a home birth would be more meaningful. She and her husband found a midwife … and spent the rest of the pregnancy preparing.
After 24 hours of labor, Sam’s contractions were two or three minutes apart, yet when her midwife examined her, she was only 3 centimeters dilated. The midwife gently told her that she was nowhere close to delivering, despite her contractions, exhaustion and pain. Sam asked to be taken to the hospital.
The change of scenery did her good. “At that point, I had been in labor for 40 hours,” she says. “I entered the relaxed zone. The epidural took the edge off … It was a sacred space.”
After her son’s delivery, Sam passed out, having lost 50 percent of her blood volume in a postpartum hemorrhage. Needless to say, she was relieved that she was in a place where blood transfusions were readily available … she believes she will want midwife care at a hospital next time.
… Bialik’s first birth didn’t go the way she wanted. After three days of labor at home, she stalled at 9 centimeters, one short of the goal. Her midwife suggested they go to the hospital, where after a natural childbirth, Bialik’s son spent four days in the neonatal intensive-care unit. “My son was born with a low temperature and low blood sugar, which isn’t unusual in light of the fact that I had gestational diabetes,” she explains. “I understand doctors need to err on the side of caution, but there was nothing wrong with my child. All of our plans for bed sharing, nursing on demand, bathing him — gone.”
The experience was scarring. “I felt a sense of failure that I had to call my parents from the hospital,” Bialik continues. “Yes, I know vaginal birth in the hospital is the next best thing to a home birth.” …
I point out that natural childbirth in the hospital — her “failure” — was my best-case scenario. But I also understand when she says, “Everyone is allowed her own sense of loss.” She realized her vision when her second son was born at home.
The second time around
I don’t consider myself a candidate for a home birth. The risk of uterine rupture from an attempt at vaginal birth after cesarean (VBAC) makes it unthinkable … I’m also not really interested in a home birth … But I’m also not interested in another C-section …
So I’d like to attempt a VBAC, but I know that it doesn’t always succeed. I have a new doctor — the 10th I interviewed following my son’s birth — at a new hospital, and he has agreed to help me try. But my primary goal is more modest: not to be retraumatized. Even now, my heart pounds at the sight of hospital receiving blankets, the antiseptic smell of the maternity ward.
The common thread in Bialik’s and Sam’s stories that impressed me was how supported and safe they felt with their midwife …
In an e-mail Bialik sends after our meeting, she goes back to my idea that some women weren’t meant to have babies the holistic way. “There are those among us who believe that if the baby can’t survive a home labor, it is OK for it to pass peacefully,” she writes. “I do not subscribe to this, but I know that some feel that … if a baby cannot make it through birth, it is not favored evolutionarily.”
I think about my appendectomy, back in 2003. Had I not made it to the hospital in time, I would be dead. What would it be like to refuse medical intervention? I’d call my family, say my good-byes. “I’m sorry,” I’d say. “But I’m not evolutionarily favored. It’s time for me to go.”
This attitude, that everything was better back when there were no doctors, seems strange to me. C-sections, although certainly done too often, can save lives. Orthodox Jews still say the same prayer after childbirth that those who have been in near-death experiences say — and with good reason. A birth that leaves mother and child healthy may be commonplace, but it’s also a miracle every time.
As the weeks pass and my belly grows, I can’t stop thinking about Sam. Her pregnancy was a sacred time, and she had truly looked forward to labor. Is that what I should try for — a meaningful birth, as well as an untraumatic one? At what point had people like Sam and me learned to feel entitled to a meaningful birth?
“I think that birth should be a beautiful experience,” says obstetrician Kimberly D. Gregory, M.D. She’s the vice chair of women’s health care quality and performance improvement at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in L.A. “It should be exactly the way you want it, and doctors should intervene only to preserve the health or life of you or your baby.”
Naturally, one would assume that Dr. Gregory advocates birth plans. When I ask her this, she laughs. “We always say, ‘If you show up with a birth plan, just get the C-section room ready,’” she says. “You get everything on that list that you don’t want. It’s like a self-fulfilling prophecy.” Dr. Gregory led an unpublished study that compared women who took traditional hospital birth classes with those who employed Bradley-like training and a birth plan. The birth-plan group trended toward a higher C-section rate and more interventions. “There’s a certain personality type that tends to be more anxious. Maybe the anxiety hormones themselves put them at risk,” Dr. Gregory theorizes. “It seems that being open and honest and choosing the right doctor is probably a better option than writing everything down. Walking in with this list appears to set up an antagonistic relationship.” …
… In the past three weeks, I’ve had the same dream. I’m in a field (I believe at Ina May Gaskin’s Farm), and women in braids are dancing around me as my baby is born, painlessly, joyously. As I reach down, I notice my C-section scar is gone.
I wake up upset. Am I truly under the impression, subconscious though it may be, that taking back this birth will undo the damage of the last one?
“I don’t understand this phrase ‘take back your birth,’” nurse-midwife Pam England, creator of “Birthing From Within,” … tells me. “Who took it? What would a woman tell herself it meant about her if she failed to meet the criteria she made up for ‘taking back’ her birth? I am concerned that this phrase, meant to generate action and a feeling of empowerment, may actually be generated by or feeding the victim part of her.”
England is right: Having a childbirth that I deem successful this time will not change what I haven’t overcome from the first. I try to find a way to make what my doctor and nurses did to me OK, but my mind rebels. I feel loss — no, theft — of an opportunity for me to have a baby the way so many other women do: a carefree pregnancy, a labor that could still go any way.
Maybe I’m not so different from the women I spoke with, after all. Bialik had a successful natural childbirth but felt like a failure because it was in the hospital. Women who had a C-section also used words like failure. Perhaps part of the problem is that our generation of women is so ambitious, so driven, that we don’t know how to do anything without quantifying it as a success or failure.
According to Dr. Gregory, women are now requesting a C-section for their first birth, even without indication. “A lot of people are uncomfortable with the unknown,” she says. Plenty of people are wary of C-sections by choice, from holistic moms to obstetricians. But isn’t this, too, taking back your birth? Refusing to be out of control seems to me the epitome of taking it back. You don’t have to have an unattended birth in the woods to be considered a real woman.
Deciding that you can’t control the uncontrollable — and committing to that decision when you are, in fact, out of control — is also taking back your birth. It’s what your grandmothers did. It’s what their grandmothers did.
With this, I realize that I have already taken back my birth, but not as part of any movement. I have stopped judging women who take extra precautions as defensive and started to understand that everyone has to find her way.
I don’t know how this story ends. I’m still not convinced my body was made to deliver vaginally. But here’s what I do know: I will insist on kindness. I will insist on care. And I hope I will be open to being treated kindly. It’s harder than it seems.
I have another hope, too. I hope there will be a moment when … I will look down at my baby — whether he is handed to me on my belly or from behind a curtain as my body is sewn shut — and I will remember what I’ve known from the beginning, when I looked down at that plus sign and we were alone together for the first time. Before these questions wrapped around my neck, choking me for answers. I will know that I am his mother and he is my son. And maybe, in that moment, I will be ready to say that the only success and failure is the outcome of the birth, that we are healthy …
I’m concerned that birth is defined in terms of success and failure, and that after this author’s journey, she has determined that health is the only important factor. In this day and age, it is entirely possible to have a safe VBAC – a safe birth experience as well as a satisfying one. The vast majority of women who choose VBAC will be successful provided that they choose the right care provider.
Melissa Maimann, Essential Birth Consulting 0400 418 448
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Posted by Melissa Maimann on Jul 13, 2010 in
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The obstetricians are determined to use Dannii’s birth as “proof” that homebirth is inherently risky. Just as their assertion is untrue, so is the assertion of the title of this article that states that “Dannii showed home birth safe”.
What Dannii’s birth highlighted is several issues:
- The safety of birth with a midwife
- The importance of good back-up plans
- The need for mental and emotional preparation (as best a possible) for all eventualities (often lacking in hospital birth)
- The need for acceptance in the medical community of midwifery and homebirth. These are options that increasing numbers of women are choosing.
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A YACKANDANDAH mother says the fact Dannii Minogue abandoned her home birth to have her baby at hospital signifies the safety of the practice rather than its dangers.
… obstetrician Pieter Mourik said … the … drama … should bring home the dangers of home births.
I’m not clear how a timely transfer brings home the danger of homebirth. If we’re realistic, a percentage of homebirth plans will change to hospital at some stage of the pregnancy, labour or shortly after the birth. This is called accessing the most appropriate level of care to meet the woman’s needs. Hospital birth is an unnecessary intervention in a healthy woman’s pregnancy. Homebirth delivers safer outcomes and greater satisfaction and breastfeeding rates. The Government ought to be finding ways of promoting it as a public health issue. There are no other healthy life processes that we routinely go to hospital for. We go to hospital or a doctor if we have a problem with a healthy life process (digestion, elimination, menstruation etc) but not in the absense of pathology.
… Donna Jones, who had her second child at home, said it showed home birth participants and their midwives were prepared for the risk.
“The fact that she has transferred to hospital to me suggests that she had a really great midwife who said ‘you know what, it’s time to go and get some help’,” Mrs Jones said.
“To me a home birth transferred to a hospital is not a failure or a disaster.
“It’s just that obviously for whatever reason, it couldn’t happen at home, so the midwife has said let’s go to the hospital we’ve already booked into and get the medical help you require.”
Mrs Jones said the attraction for her to home births was to avoid the adrenalin that affected the natural process.
“The hormonal process is affected by adrenalin which is caused by fear and at hospitals you have doctors and midwives you mightn’t know, it’s a strange environment, you have bright lights — they’re all the sorts of things that leads to everything going wrong in deliveries,” she said.
“I see that as a greater risk than having a home birth.
“At home, you’ve got a midwife who you have been preparing with for months.
“I was confident in my body’s ability to give birth if I was left alone to get along with it.”
… “There needs to be more choices for people when it comes to birthing,” …
Melissa Maimann, Essential Birth Consulting 0400 418 448
Tags: Birth choices, Birth trauma, Home birth
Posted by Melissa Maimann on Jul 12, 2010 in
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HOME birth midwives have been left out of the federal government’s maternity care changes in an omission experts believe will lead to an increase in the potentially dangerous practice of unassisted childbirth.
The changes … require midwives to have indemnity insurance to practise … but private midwives are not covered for home deliveries.
Home birth is subject to a two-year exemption period from the … insurance requirements and maternity advocates are calling on the federal government to close the gap or risk a rise in free birthing …
”Unless we can reach a solution, there will be a whole lot of midwives who will cease to practise,” Australian College of Midwives vice-president Hannah Dahlen said.
”It means women will be left with two options: they can give birth in a hospital or give birth alone, unsupported. We know the free birth movement is growing in Australia … where women’s birth choices have become increasingly limited. Free birth is growing in countries where home birth has become marginalised.”
Australian College of Midwives executive officer Barbara Vernon said free birthing was dangerous and often the last resort for women who could not find a midwife to attend a planned home birth.
”Giving birth unassisted is not recommended, and it’s not a safe choice for a woman to make.”
It is a sign that existing maternity services are failing to meet a woman’s needs if they are choosing an unassisted birth.
”Women who choose an unassisted birth have often had a negative experience the first time around and find they can’t access a midwife in their area for a planned home birth.
”We need to ensure that we don’t traumatise our first-time mothers and turn them into refugees from maternity services.”
The number of home births is increasing in NSW.
Last year 599 babies were born at home, up almost 25 per cent since 1996 … babies born at home represented 0.6 per cent of all births in NSW last year.
Homebirth Australia secretary Justine Caines said home birth would probably be more popular if it was an easier option. There are few publicly funded home birth services available. Most women pay for a private midwife, who is not covered by Medicare …
… A study last year from the Netherlands … showed that for low-risk women, a home birth was no more dangerous than a hospital delivery …
… Tilly Michell, 28, a Leichhardt artist who delivered her first baby in her bathroom on Wednesday morning, described the planned home birth as a fantastic experience.
Demand for homebirth is growing. More and more women are discovering homebirth to provide the nurturing, one-to-one care from a known midwife that is so important to women in pregnancy and birth. The majority of women – when asked what sort of birth they want to have – will reply that they want a natural birth. With the internet so freely availably, the speed of information transfer is so rapid that women are fast realising that homebirth is the best way of maximising the possibility of natural birth with the midwife of their choice.
Melissa Maimann, Essential Birth Consulting 0400 418 448
Tags: Birth choices, Home birth, waterbirth